Friday, February 26, 2010
Don't End Up Like Edward Cullen
You initiated the conversation and yet you don't want to talk? What's up with that? I mean I can understand not knowing that you were about to have to do something when you start to chat, but knowingly leaving the conversation. That's a little rude, don'tcha think? Actually you probably don't, but that's okay because you're better than us all. You never carry on a conversation. The only responses I ever get are: Heh., Haha, Yeah, Oh. Ok., :-), :-/, :-(, or the occasional, How are you? after you say Hi and I reply with Hello. Does this seem normal to you? Does it seem normal to anyone? The conversation always dies after I tell him how I'm feeling or how I'm doing. Is it really that much to bother even knowing how/what I'm doing? If you don't care then why even ask me? (haha this has a lot of questions in it. Rhetorical ones of course. :P ) If you don't care enought to actually talk to me, yet you inform me that you A.) miss me, B.) can't wait to see me, and C.) hope to get "alone time" with me. Which frankly, I'm not stupid enough to go off alone with you. Public places are great for meetings with old friends that you haven't seen in two years. Plus it will be on a band trip and I'm not exactly sure how much "alone time" I'm even going to get. More then likely I'm either going to be hanging out with my ensemble members, or friends from other schools that I never get to see outside of band camp, region/area, and solo/ensemble. Just thought that I'd let you know because you don't seem to be able to get that through your thick skull to what you'd like to think is your brain. (Sorry hun, but I think that you play too many video games for my liking. Get out and smell the irl flowers every now and again. Sunlight is good for you! Don't end up like Edward Cullen. (even though you actually like the "Twilight" series) He's not a good role model you know.) I like you as a friend and all, but we're never going to be more than that. Sorry to break it to you. Though you are very capable of getting a nice girl in your town or other around you. Oh wait! You already have. Silly me. Why didn't I think of that? Must have slipped my mind. Just like I do unless my status says "online" and you actually think about talking to me. Even though the conversations NEVER get far. What I've learned from being friends with you is simply this: You're not much of a talker. I get that. But you make me feel like I'm egotistical because I only talk about myself, my problems, and you never talk at all. Well my dear, here is your chance to say something. Anything. I just want to have a normal person conversation with you. I guess the electronic way of doing it isn't the "right" way of doing it. When we were together at camp a few summers ago we talked all the time. :/ -sigh- Oh well. I hope you plan to work on this in the future. You're a great friend, but if we never talk, well, that's a problem now isn't it?
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