Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Homesick.

Stayed home sick today. Looks like the allergies and stress finally caught up with me. So laying on the couch got me thinking. "Is it bad when you're best friend breaks up with you over a text?" I mean it's not like we were dating or anything, but he just said that he wanted me to back off. Give him space. He wants his privacy. He said that he just wants to be left alone with his own thoughts and stuff. He then goes on to say that he cares about me and that he loves me, and that this is him time right now, and that when he's ready he'd call or text. I'm going on two days without talking to him. Now I know what you may be thinking, "Katt, why are you telling me about your boy problems?" Well, it's not that I'm having boy problems, and it's not that I care that he wants his space and whatnot. All I'm saying is that I don't quite understand it. He's a really good kid deep down there somewhere in whatever chasm he has for a heart and soul. Looks like I'll be going without my "bestfriend" (who I guess isn't really my best friend at all.) I'll keep you upto date about how things are going without him. (And you -boy who I will not name- if you are reading this, sorry but I have to vent somewhere because I can't talk to you about anything.)