Keeping Me Alive

Why is it so hard to tell you what's on my mind? I mean it's not like it's hard to tell anyone else, just you. It's like when you're around all my worlds fall away. You make me speechless. You make me think. You make me love again. When words fail actions speak. The way I am around you, it's not the way I am. It's like when I get around you I change into a different person. I'm actually myself. I'm actually normal.

Is it that I don't trust you? Or is it that I'm just scared of the answer that you're going to give we when my questions come up? Why can't I just tell you what's on my mind? Everything is just harder with you. Things don't flow like I'd like them to.

Even though everything is a little harder with you, I still love you. You are my everything. My best friend. My other half. The peanut butter to my jelly. The bagel to my cream cheese. The duck to my water. The sun to my sky. You are everything and more. You are my everything. You are keeping me alive.